Monthly Messages 4/21/26

Hi Friends,

This is coming to you in my 37th week of pregnancy and let me tell you I AM STRUGGLING. The last couple weeks (really this whole pregnancy) have been a struggle. I was joking around with my best friends and husband yesterday about how different I will be on the other side of this because of how many things felt like they have broken down and are growing into something new. I have experienced new levels surrender and striped away everything I that was my mental or physical stabilizer or safety net. It’s really tested the work I’ve done and it has also brought me to new moments of gratitude for being human. Being human is such a hard experience but it’s also the most beautiful. Being able to feel things so deeply and get multiple opportunities and chances to go through a metamorphisis. Caterpillars transform once in their lifetime. We get to do as many times as our soul needs. Which when you think about it, takes the pressure off each “upgrade”, “uplevel” and change. Because we can also change and transform again into something new but never the same as before. Even if the depth of our emotions, pain or hurt feels just as intense as before - the chrysalis we enter into is never the same and won’t create the same thing.

One new thing that has emerged from this season has been a deep desire to step back into writing. Writing blogs, poetry, educational content, and fictional stories. It has given me a lot of little joys to be able to dive back in - which is why I decided to change the format of the weekly newsletters. So from now on all you beautiful people on my email list will be getting a monthly email with the intuitive messages for you and little life and business updates. My intention and wish is that this will continue to serve you, help you feel seen and ready to jump into every adventure life has in store for you. So you won’t get stuck in the heavy seasons - you won’t let the stormy seasons become your permeant climate or the last transformation. These messages are always channeled in your highest and greatest good - and tapping into your highest timeline.

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Okay now let’s get into the messages. If you are new here, I want you to start off by closing your eyes really quick. Taking a deep breath in through your nose and out through your mouth - sinking into your body. Then I want you to decide which message is for you before you continue reading…Message 1, 2, or 3. The first one to pop out, pull you forward, or drop into your mind is the one for you. Don’t overthink it.

Overthinking is the number one killer to intuition and blocking miracles and God connection. And believe it or not trusting what comes up and being open to messages (even ones we don’t want to hear or face) is a key element to intuitive work moving mountains - to miracles dropping in. To feeling in alignment (and trust me it’s not always easy), this exercise is a great first step.,

Message 1: ‍ ‍This month’s energy for you reminded me of this chocolate and peanut butter cake I made for a friend recently. I find that when chocolate shows up for a dessert I make for someone their guides, angels, ancestors, god, etc (their spirit team) is sending them love and a need to deepen the richness of their connection. That the person is struggling with abandonment and loneliness and is going through a time of change or pressure. While peanut butter usually shows up when there are truths and crumblings needing to happen. Peanut butter is a catalyst for innovation and shining light in darkness. Paired with the chocolate in this particular cake gives us the message that there is a shedding and inability to hide from ourselves. That deep connection is required for what is next. There has been a unraveling or this feeling of something being stripped bare. New truths have come forward in your relationships but the unraveling isn’t the thing blocking you. It’s the disconnection from heartbreak. The places where you are dressing heartbreak up. Any place in your life you feel paralyzed right now - like you are confused or don’t know how to move forward….when you feel like you need some sort of guarantee that things will work out or you question whether the choices you are making are “right or wrong”. This is the expression of the heartbreak. You are tying yourself to that feeling unconsciously and that heart break is causing you to put more energy and thought and investments into the worst case scenario. Whereever this heartbreak/grief originates from - it is striking up against this fear of being alone. That it is easy to focus on the work that has to be done - the survival than it is to let yourself thrive. To let yourself be carried or lifted upwards. The heartbreak/grief feels related to a teen version of yourself. They’re so angry and scared and wants to be cared for - wants to be accepted. But it’s safer for them to be in a warrior mindset. That was it feels like it being shed right now - it’s not that anything is wrong with you…but shedding a persona you have let mold into you - protect you…fill the parts of you that have felt the loneliest and the darkest. The most rejected and told was unlovable or unvaluable to your survival in this world and your outside environments. The shedding of the warrior is painful, raw, and filled with vulnerability that feels paralyzing because for so long we let the warrior lead and make choices - to determine how we show up and move through the world. It will take time to learn who you are without this persona - this version of yourself being the center and leader. Be kind to yourself. Try to explore what you remember about yourself before you felt like you had to fight for your existence or fight for survival. If you don’t remember that’s okay - start instead with who did you look at growing up and wish some or all of your life could be like theirs? This could be people you knew or fictional characters. After unravelings and crumblings come deep excavation into who we are. This is one of the biggest upgrades and uplevels in your life. This time through the next year will be a time frame you look back on as a catalyst for a life full of love, blessings, connection, and your wildest dreams. Get underneath the rage this month and nurture and love on the parts of yourself you dislike or dishonor the most.

Message 2: Hi friends, this month’s energy for you is A LOT of fresh starts. Think of everything EVEN your challenges as a starting line this month. How do you want to start this next adventure/quest/journey? How would you show up differently knowing that even answers you recieve - or things you thought were conclusions were all actually fresh starts. That pretty much everything this month is the opening of a door and the start of a journey. The energy for you is actually moving quite fast..it might feel like its hard to catch your breath or that you are being rushed through things. Trust your insistincts this month - don’t worry as much about “logic”…logic are usually lessons we learn from others. Combine tangible knowledge with your intuitive instincts. This coming month is going to sharpen so much of your intuition and relationship with surrender and attachment. Your guides are asking you to be more fluid. Your challenges this month are asking to remove assumptions from your life. Where are you assuming the outcome of things instead of leaning into the magic and showing up as if everything - EVERYTHING that shows up is evidence that things are working out. There is behavior pattern and energy of feeling safe when things are hard and avoiding fresh starts…this energy is sitting in your knees and legs which impact how we move through the world physically, mentally, and emotionally. Anytime energy is stuck or blocked in our legs it can cause us to struggle to adapt to our surroundings, move forward, or create tangible change. Especially if you are dealing with any friendship or relationship issues theres alot getting stuck in your legs. So take some time to strength train, stretch, and move your legs. Strength training will help with boundary keeping and moving through challenges quicker and more deeply connected to your intuition. While the stretching will help move emotions. Emotions are not meant to control you this month but just inform you more about what you are. Don’t let emotions stop you from showing up or getting stuck anywhere. Lean on using the body to move through them. When we are in seasons of swift change and doors opening everywhere it is important to keep the body moving consistently so energy doesn’t get stuck. If you don’t already create a morning movement routine to start off your days moving energy and connecting with high frequencies. Movement is your best friend this month along with trusting your intuition and seeing opportunity and miracles everywhere.

Message 3: Hi friends! This month for you is like a funhouse of mirrors. You are being shown a lot about your limitations and upcoming opportunties through what you observe in others and your relationships this month. Whatever it is you are calling in or trying to create more of will first show itself and the potential blocks/process of coming into your 3D life through your relationships. Pay specific attention to the relationships you have maybe been avoiding or super frusterated or misunderstood. Those relationships are meant to show you where/how you are playing small and where you doubt your own gifts and capabilities. Where other older beliefs still live within your system and where you hold yourself back. There is a need to show up this month - even when you don’t want to. To reframe the things people have told you are flaws as your secret weapon to achieve and experience more. Let yourself feel your feelings but don’t create narratives around them or feed into old ones. Regulation can only come after we let ourselves get to the depths of emotion not as a way to bypass difficulties. One action step you can take this month is to map a relationship - what happened in it? Who and what did you have to become or show up as in order to avoid conflict or the relationship from collapsing? Really dive deep into your behaviors and feelings during this map out and then how the relationship was experienced from your end. This will help you identify the themes and blocks for other areas of your life. The reason this is a month of mirrors is because we can’t get to the next level or recieve more when we spend so much time avoiding ourselves and living in the lies others have convinced us are true about ourselves. The only way to get to the otherside of hard times is by embracing the mirror and the light and dark areas of ourselves. The light parts are easy to see- in fact we usually lead with them and put EVERYTHING on them. That those light parts of the life raft and qualifies us for good things. But the parts that sit in the dark are equally important and vital. The darkness is (or what we’ve put there think traumas, self lothing, flaws, etc) are what build deep connections, impact, growth, wealth. If the light is a life raft the darkness is a whole rescue ship when embraced and brought into the light. Those parts of you deserve breath, sunlight and love too. Try to avoid spiral thinking this month. Embrace creative writing this month - write a story about a character inspired by you and your current journey. What is the things the character doesn’t see or understand yet because they’re in the thick of it. But why do they need to keep going? To let the relationship end? To not believe what is being done or accept defeat? Nervous system wise your body could use extra time close to or in water. So take longer showers and baths, go for a swim if you can. Let yourself be lifted up and carried by the water. Remember you are never alone and deeply loved and cherished. If you are hyper focused on work goals this month give yourself a second to step back and make more space for relationship development. Beautiful relationships are coming forward but it will require shifts and changes.

That is it for this month guys. I hope you enjoyed the messages and that they were helpful. My goal is always to help you uncover, heal, and step into more joy. We don’t need to know exactly what is coming in the future but usually we need help shining light on what we need in the present. You deserve every opportunity for joy and to fall in love with who you are and your life. It’s always been at the root of everything I do and create - that you deserve to have the best life and to feel the best. It’s why I created the Intuitive Therapy Method and The Anxiety languages, why I train other therapists, provide B2B services and why I created the Emergence Membership. Mental Health doesn’t have to be as complicated as the world makes it sound. I hope in this space you feel witnessed and can breathe a little easier.

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